I'm so sorry that I haven't posted recently. I haven't been writing; I'm just stressed and really struggling at the moment. For those of you on my journal who don't know me so well I've had an eating disorder for what feels like forever. I've got exams coming up in just over a month and everything's getting worse, to the point of me feeling more out of control than I've ever felt before. So I guess this post serves to inform all of my friends on here that I'm still alive, even if I am struggling. For those who read my stories it's going to be a while more before I can post again. I'm really sorry but at the moment there is really nothing I can do.

To end off on a postive note this video really cheered me up today. Hope it brings some postivity to those on my friends list who are also having a hard time, for any reason:

My friend just sent me a link to an article that claims Paris Hilton will appear in a Supernatural episode. What the???

I just watched the final episode of Season 4 of Supernatural. Holy cow that was unexpected and yet totally brilliant!! I'm not going to go into spoilers I just wanted to rant and rave about how that was an absolutly awesome conclusion.

Speaking of TV shows I finished watching Season 5 of Buffy and just watched the first two episodes of Season 6. I know, for someone who is so obsessed with the show and who writed fanfic for it I really should watch the entire 7 seasons. However I already know what happens, thanks to endless amounts of fanfiction and I just don't have time to watch as much as I would like of it. I was really impressed with Season 5 though.  Joss Whedon is a master of creating suspense and drama and just... fantastic. The Gift nearly made me cry and the first episodes of Season 6 were incredible. Willow is delving deeper and deeper into her magic, the scene with the deer was just fantastic, if not totally awful at the same time. Kudos to Joss Whedon for that incredible scene.

If I didn't know the ending of the season I would have even more shocked at the deer scene. It was so unexpected and from that moment on you know that there is no turning back for Willow.

Just wow!!

Title: End of the World
Fandom: BtVS
Prompt: 161- Fools Paradise- tamingthemuse 
Pairing: None although Spike and Angel friendship.
Warnings: angst, the end of the world and all that involves.
Rating: PG
Word Count- 1,124
Dislaimer- Unfortunatly the characters are only mine in my dreams.
Summary: This wasn't the way Spike had pictured eternity.

Authors note- For those who are reading 'Twisting the Harvest' I'm really sorry but there's going to be a slight delay in posting the next chapter. I've written a thousand or so words but it's definatly not ready to post by tonight, for some reason my muse is stubbornly refusing to even touch that fic at the moment. If all goes well I'll hopefully post it sometime soon this coming week. Good news is that it won't be as rushed as usual. I'll have time to send it to my beta and hopefully the new chapter will make it up to you guys. Sorry!! 

Authors note 2- I found this story in my folder of WIP's and for some odd reason I was really motivated to finish it off. I can't believe it's finished really as this is the first fanfiction story I ever started!! :)

Comments are loved and appreciated. Whether you love it or you hate it feel free to let me know!


 

Ahahaha this is brilliant!! I'd never have thought it possible to fit in that many innuendo's in just over 7 minutes.

And it has Robert Gant in it whom I absolutly adore!

Title: Twisting the Harvest
Fandom: BtVS
Prompt: 159 Babylon
Pairing: Xander/Angel
Warnings for this chapter: angst
Rating: PG at the moment
Dislaimer- Unfortunatly the characters are only mine in my dreams.
Summary: Jesse isn't the one who gets vamped during the Harvest, Xander is. Willow continues her frienship with Xander and looks after him without Jesse or Buffy knowing. So what happen's when Angel finds out Willow's secret?

I found this entire thing so crazy that I just had to share it for everyone who does not live in Australia.

Radio hosts Kyle Sandilands and Jackie O sparked criticism last week after they held a radio segment in which they strapped a fourteen year girl to a lie detector machine and had her mother ask her questions about her experiences with drugs and sex. The mother first talked to the hosts of the show who asked if her daughter is a virgin. The mother responded by saying that "I think she might have had sex before" but that she is not sure.

The hosts then talked to the girl who admited that she was scared. Despite this the mother began firing questions at her daughter, finally asking her if she has ever had sex. The girl responded by saying- "I've already told you the story of this and don't look at me and smile because it's not funny." After a brief silence the girl blurted out- "Oh, okay. I got raped when I was 12 years old."

To which Kyle replied with- "Right. And is that, is that the only experience you've had?"

This entire episode is just ridiculous. From the actual idea of strapping a girl to a lie detector machine so that she can tell everyone around Australia who are listening as to whether she has had sex, to the mother asking a question like this (after Kyle's remark the mother said that she has known about this incident for several months and was refering to any other sexual encounters) to the remark Kyle made afterwards. This whole affair is just absurd.

People have stopped sponsoring the program and Kyle has been replaced as one of the judges of Australian Idol. The show has been suspended indefinatly and the girl's story is being investigated.

What do you all think?

Links to the full story here-

Title: Twisting the Harvest
Fandom: BtVS
Prompt: 158 Barbeque
Pairing: Xander/Angel
Warnings for this chapter: angst
Rating: PG at the moment
Dislaimer- Unfortunatly the characters are only mine in my dreams.
Summary: Jesse isn't the one who gets vamped during the Harvest, Xander is. Willow continues her frienship with Xander and looks after him without Jesse or Buffy knowing. So what happen's when Angel finds out Willow's secret?

My internet is finally working again, although I'm still having problems with my computer. It keeps randomly switching on and off and I'm rather paranoid about writing assignments on it incase it turns off again.

So how have you all been? I'm jealous of everyone who went to New York for the picnic and if this wasn't my final year I would probably have tagged along. The next time something like that happens, I'll hopefully be able to attend. Even if I do live in Australia.

For those that haven't heard shadownyc was discharged from hospital. buzziecat posted this in her journal :

I spoke with her very briefly. She said she was discharged from the hospital and was on her way to the rehab facility.
Please repost. Thanks.

 We can all breath a sigh of relief, although I'm still eager to hear from Shadow herself, when she gets on LJ.

On another note I have to write something for the tamingthemuse prompt 'barbeque' and I've written one and a half pages before my brain blanked. *sigh* So anyone who wants to give me a prompt on anything really, it will be much appreciated. If not I have just under twelve hours to write something so I still have plenty of time.

Help me, anyone?